the last week has been filled with undirected emotions - i feel numbness to it all
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reno - o - rama

back in the biggest little city in the world. good times.

graduation was pretty cool. the speaker sucked, but hey, it was fun sitting around all of my chem friends. its pretty sad cuz i won't see alot of them ever again. throwing paper airplanes with peter was pretty freaking cool...its a shame i forgot to buy beach balls etc. I'm glad that veronique and judith are going to be at USC. I think i'll be making a lot of visits up to LA next year. it was pretty sweet to get my aunt myrna to surprise me at graduation. i rarely see her, so that was great. also she gave me a pink collared shirt. i think i just might rock it. i'm not sure if i can pull off a pink shirt, but ya never know. also my neighbor showed up - *random*- pretty cool nevertheless...jeez i love that word...nevertheless...its a triple compound word, but it doesn't really combine three good words, they're all little dorky words. good stuff.

graduation is happy and sad and exciting and entirely to many emotions...

well, on sunday i found out that my old roomate tried to commit suicide a few days ago. there really isn't much more to say about that. he's in pretty bad shape and if he pulls through his coma he'll still be in pretty bad shape. i wish there was something i could do, but i just have to hope for the best. hopefully if he does make it through, it'll be the catalyst to help him change his life. i tried my best when i lived with him, but to no avail...

::good thoughts to him::