Alright, time to do some blogging for the first time in a while. I'm behind in a lot of things i need/want to do, but they're getting done.

Well, the lease on our current place is up. It is kind of strange, but i realized the other day that this apartment is the first place i've ever lived in for a full year since i moved out of my parents' house. i'm not exactly sure that that means to me, but it is another example of my fear of commitment me thinks. maybe i'm destined to be a transient and i just don't know it just yet. i'm not really looking forward to moving, but i am looking forward to getting a new place. i'm really hoping for not an apartment, but a house that we can rent. that would be sweet. in all honesty though i don't really care where we end up, as i'm not really sure what/where i'll be in june through who knows when...

really, i'm hella excited about this summer. it will be really fun to head to europe with the boys. i just wish there were a way to tell if i'm making the right choice by trying to move there. i have an amazing opportunity to live there without having to deal with any of the buracratic shit when moving from country to country, so it seems like i should take it. it is scary though, as much as i'd like to believe i know what it would be like over there, i don't. this scares me. but i guess that is what makes it fun. When i moved to southern california i didn't know anything about it either and this turned out pretty good. Decisions decisions....

Last weekend Dustin, Andy, Ernest and I went to Spundae. For the first time ever i didn't have a fun time. It was fun hanging with the crew and spundae always has a promise of a good time, but good god, the music was bad. no. shitty. every time i've been there, even when a no-name DJ was spinning, they've had great music. but on saturday, the once popping disco-roller-rink had become a musical ghost town. met a slut. literally. that was cool-ish. not really though.