hey blog folks.

the shit of living further north than the canadian border finally took its toll. the darkness slowly seeped in and gradually got me down bit by bit for the past few weeks, but thanks to a much needed perspective shift things are much better. the it isn't bad at all, i just got myself a bit too settled for my own good. never a good thing for mateo, ya know? this week i've officially decided that it is fucking cold here too. today was the first that i noticed frost on everything and all the puddles had frozen over. this morning it was 2 degrees (C), sheeeit! i've decided i miss my science geek friends. andy, eric, luis, the chem folks, every student (and person for that matter, if they've gone to uni) i've met so far is some sort of liberal arts person. sometimes you just want to make a nerd joke and you just can't...sadness...

i've been longing for a good night out and it is coming tomorrow night! hurray! expect some fun d.dials (not sure what d that d stands for yet, but any way, you can expect some fun stuff - unless i fall asleep - gotta work a full shift tomorrow at the video store - might continue my teen movie festival i've been having, reviews soon at the video store.

oddly my job is starting to grow on me. i certianly don't like it yet, but i don't hate it nearly as much as before...don't let me get settled there, i need a bar job or something people - yell at me if i'm still working there in feburary, okay?